whenever i start blogging, i can't stop.

same goes with almost anything i do. im an extremist.

anyways, i think i shouldn't have stayed online for such a long time.

looking at blogs, catching up on my friends' lives (although that shldn't be the way i update myself on them)..

i've seen some things that i think i shouldn't have.

& it's weird i'll feel this way too.

damn.

i love my boy. i do.

maybe it's just because i see him everyday for the last 3 months & now i haven't seen him in 2 days.

argh.

i'm working at the door tmr @ 9pm. so i guess i'm gonna be awake from 8:45am till 2am on thurs. then friday continue work at 11am all the way till 2am. & then to work at 10pm till 3am on saturday. (THANK GOD its only for the time being.)

God help me.

ok, i think i'm going to slp.

hopefully i won't be lying awake in bed, thinking thoughts.

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i'm just gonna leave you with this quote.

"The best way to waste your life, ... is by taking notes. The easiest way to avoid living is to just watch. Look for the details. Report. Don't participate." - Chuck Palahniuk

i still don't know/can't decide of what to think of it.

it's just... interesting.