here but not here.

we all try to be kind & accepting. we say, it's ok.. go ahead, i don't really mind - it's your life anyway.

then when it really happens, we say go ahead - im not angry, just unhappy.

but then again, what's the difference? angry and unhappy?

then sometime, you say you love her. you'll accept her for who she is. then you say one day, you'll just stop caring.

being together, is that what it's all about? being in love, is it really a choice we have to make or does it just come naturally?

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i say i love you. and i really do.

i said i'll try. and i did. am still trying my very best.

but sometimes i look at myself, and then i look at you.

are we really that similar? or do we just spend too much time together that we just got influenced by each other's behaviour?

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somehow, i feel trapped. i feel framed.

i still do not think im wrong.

sad thing is -relationships come & go. but real friends stay.

i know you'll agree with me.

but isn't friendship a relationship too?

she's more than anything to me. you are one of a kind, a rare find.

are you really gonna force me to make a choice? make THE choice?

maybe i shouldnt have said anything. maybe i was wrong in being 'open'.

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Rom 14:1, 4, 12, 22 (NIV)

"Accept him whose faith is weak, without passing judgement on disputable matters... Who are you to judge someone else's servant? To his own master he stands or falls... So then, each of us will give an account of himself to God... So whatever you believe about these things keep between yourself and God."